I found out
My fears, my secrets,
The truth from the core of my soul;
I am scared,
Why would a man be terrified by fear?
Why would a man be afraid of himself?
Fear of ignorance,
I did all I was told to do,
But I just couldn’t do it right,
Pangs of guilt still make me shudder,
I have hurt great people because I fear,
I taste the bile in my throat,
Whenever I remember what I have broken,
Its no secret anymore.
But can I start again?
I am afraid I might repeat my mistake,
God knows, I’m faint:
Afraid of believing in what I can’t see.
Please Help me believe …